8/7/11

Stop judging

She's emo?
You'd cut too if you've gone through what she has.
She's Anorexic?
You would be too if you were called fat everyday.
She's A Whore?
She made one mistake & it cost her her reputation.
She's Loud?
She's invisible at home, and wants to be heard.
She's A Geek?
She wants to go far to help her poverty ridden family.
She's Ugly?
Tell me, what's the definition of beauty?
You don't know their story.
So Don't Judge.

8/5/11

25 Reasons Why I Love Lindsay Closson

25 reasons isn't enough for me to start to explain to you how much I appreciate you -but it's a start to your awesomeness. Hehe. Let me begin...



1) I can tell you anything and you won't be shocked.
2) If I'm way out of line, you tell me, and when I'm doing a good job, you tell me that too.
3) You send me encouraging texts at just the right moments(:
4) You make room for me in your life, even when your life is crowded and busy. (SO grateful for that)
5) I admire your self-control: You actually think before you speak. *Cough*
6) No one else gives me the total attention you do, when I have a problem or just need to talk.
7) You know my dark side and I know yours. No judgments there.
8) Somtimes you give me tough love when I really need gentle love- but I know that's because you're worried and care about me.
9) There are a few things from my past and you're the only one who knows about them- but you don't hold them against me(:
10) You're better than a sister: No sibling rivalry!
11) You laugh at my jokes (most of the time(; )
12) You always know the right thing to say.
13) Sometimes you don't have time for me. That might make me sad or hurt for a while, but hey, you'll ALWAYS be back.
14) Your love for me is as unconditional, as mine is for you.
15) One hug from you is worth 10 from any other friend.
16) You never get clingy, but you don't mind if I occasionally do.
17) You are BRILLIANT and gives the world's most incredible advice.
18) Whenever we go somewhere, you drive. (and can i add shes amazing at it)(;
19) You are always looking out for other people and helping in every way you can. You constantly give of yourself, and have taught me SO MUCH about selflessness and serving.
20) You're an amazing person of Christ and have helped me grow a lot spiritually
21) You tells me when I'm wrong, or when I'm being stupid, which helps me see things more clearly.
22) You always listen to me even if it's hard for me to say it.
23) You always make me smile(:
24) You are awesome at modeling but you're different than the other models, because you're not stuck up, mean, and dramaful, you're nice, kind, and caring.
25) I love how we communicate so well (refer back to number 11(; )


You're the best 28 year old friend a girl can have, hehe. Love you, friend.

7/28/11

My. God. Is. Healer.

Wow. All I can say is, My. God. Is. Healer.

11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11

Every day, every night for the last 5 days I have been living in FEAR. 24/7. It's the scariest feeling in the world. I couldn't control it. The anxiety weren't like before. Uncontrollable, in the sense they wouldn't stop with what ever I tried doing. But, God had a plan for me. He didn't harm me, and he did GIVE ME HOPE and a future.

In my blog yesterday I explained to you about my psychologist. I preached to him. I knew i was supposed to speech to him about Jesus.

....and last night......

I.WAS.HEALED.

The fear is lifted! Gone! Vanished!

I did NOTHING!

I didn't have anxiety last night!!!! EVERY NIGHT AND DAY I HAD PROBLEMS, and the day I lived for Jesus and not myself, the fears where lifted.

I beilieve the whole time, God wanted me to go see Dr.Burns and preach to him. I think that was God's reason for the fear. He had plans for me bigger than i could see, or think about(:

Oh yeah, and remember how I've been talking about my foot? Healed. It's been bugging me for days, and the doctors still don't know what was wrong with it. AlI know, I woke up and the pain was gone. Disappeared!

Praise Jesus.

Thank you for your prayers(: